Rabbi Elizabeth Bolton |
By Rabbi Elizabeth Bolton
On Rosh Hashanah
we reach out for the perfection of the world, because
on the first of Tishrei, we remember the world is like a newborn, crying out
with new life and hopefulness.
A
personal way I understand this: I remember well the moment that I realized that
there would not be one day on which my newborn first-born would not cry! It was
her rightful, life-given need, for behind whatever might have been eliciting
the persistent wail, the cries were fundamental sounds of life and growth, and
therefore, of hopefulness.
A
cry – something needs to change. A cry – I am feeling. A cry – someone hear me,
listen! A cry – soon, things will be different, things must be different.
On
Rosh Hashanah, we reach out for the perfection of the world,
and we cry, as the shofar cries, because perfection seems so far away.
When
we reach the shofarot moment at services, we will pronounce the Aleinu, a
passage that began its liturgical life here, during Rosh Hashanah services, and
then found its way into every service, every minyan, every time a group of Jews
prays. Each time we recite it, we bow and invoke its vision of oneness and
wholeness, “letaken olam,” to repair the entire world, for all peoples
who dwell on this earth.
The
bowing of the Yom Tov Aleinu can be like our own personal tekiah gedolah. With
our bodies, or the kavanah (intention) we pour into the words, we can
make ourselves hollow, like the ram’s horn. The filling of a vessel – us – with
breath can remind us what we are capable of, and that reminder can echo
throughout the year. As the sound blows through the curves of shofar, as we
bend our bodies, we take in the truth of the inevitability as well as the
randomness of challenges we are dealt, and, at the same time, the power we
embody to rise to those challenges.
On
Rosh Hashanah, we reach out for the perfection of the world
by working on ourselves, or, in the language of the Kotzker rebbe, “arbeten af
zikh.” Working on oneself and committing oneself to participate in perfecting
the world are thus intrinsically intertwined through these liturgical rites,
the sounds heard, the songs sung – all of our communal and personal acts of
prayer and reflection.
“When
we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change
ourselves,” teaches Victor Frankl. What matters, he wrote, “is to bear witness
to the uniquely human potential at its best.”
Though
each of us, individually and collectively, may have been buffeted and
challenged in a thousand ways, we are not powerless. The Days of Awe are a tool
to root ourselves in the potential for transformation that each year, each call
of the shofar, and each Aleinu can bring.
Our
teruahs and our crying can be heard as calls of hope; our shevarims and our
silence include sighs of longing, our tekiahs and our songs can erupt with
optimism.
On
Rosh Hashanah, we reach out for the perfection of the world
and of ourselves, knowing that next year, we will reach out again, and the
following year, and again and again.
So may it be, this year, for us all, and all who dwell
on earth, a year of perfecting the world. Shana Tova Umetukah.
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